After a bicycle ride recently I headed to the RV park's shower-hut to scrape off sweat and crisco and to restoreth my soul. I emerged to find a sky clouded over, but still cheery. In May, that is almost impossible in the desert Southwest.
My glance --unprotected by the usual welding goggles-- went upwards to the sky. Under normal circumstances my face would freeze into a grimace, and my eyes would constrict into a painful squint. But at this moment it seemed as if Kindliness and Gentleness flew down on softly-flapping wings to catch my ascending glance in mid-flight. The glance didn't even seem connected to the rest of my body.
Every square inch of my skin felt soothed by an anesthetic unguent. My skin guzzled moisture --that rarest of luxuries-- out of the air. I literally sighed when a gentle breeze tickled my skin.
It's OK for the reader to smile at this endorphin-induced epiphany. Years ago I learned to be uninhibited when anthropomorphizing. It is one of the tricks of the trade for a serious outdoorsman, as is the trick of migrating away from an over-reliance on the eyes. Sometimes it seems as if the skin is my main sensory organ.
Normally sensual pleasure is not intense unless it is preceded by pain or at least appetite. But that hadn't happened here. In defiance of the Pessimists, like Schopenhauer, the pleasure seemed to have an existence that was independent of a contradistinction with pain.
Something about this experience reminded me of an episode ("This Side of Paradise") in the original Star Trek series, which you can watch for free on Hulu, and close to free on Netflix. The Enterprises's landing party put down on a planet that had been settled by agricultural colonists.
One by one, members of the Enterprise's landing party were smitten by an exotic plant that expectorated a fog of spores into their face, which caused them to act dopey, lovey-dovey, and fluffy-duffy. Even Mr. Spock was affected, and of all things, he got kissie-faced with a (human!) female colonist on this strange planet.
Captain Kirk had been drugged by the spores, too. But he found that intense emotions, like an affection for his ship, broke the spell of the spores over his mind. Then he used that technique to liberate everybody on the planet from their drug-induced paradise. I thought this was an excellent sci-fi fable alluding to the contemporary drug culture of the late Sixties.
Mr. Spock was glad to be back in Spock mode again but he had to admit that, for the first time in his life, he had been truly happy. Perhaps he had been affected by the drug more than others because he had fewer alternative sources of happiness in his stern Vulcan life.
Maybe this partially explains why a crabby ol' Boonie, full of his sarcasm, misanthropy, and weltschmerz, is so addicted to the spores of cycling.
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Mr. Spock's Spores
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theBoonie
on Sun 24 May 2009 07:42 AM MDT | Permanent Link
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Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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ARVA
on Sun 24 May 2009 11:15 AM MDT | Permanent Link
"it seemed as if Kindliness and Gentleness flew down on softly-flapping wings..."
Well, I see you are not a true atheist altogether, capitalizing "Kindliness" and "Gentleness" as you did. If you didn't go beyond those two words... couldn't you almost "believe"? Why do people feel the need to define the Undefinable? mark Re: Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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theBoonie
on Sun 24 May 2009 02:32 PM MDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Mark, I'm not sure where you see religion there. Recall a quote from W. H. Hudson's "Idle Days in Patagonia", Ch. 8:
"the mind's projection of itself into nature, its attribution of its own sentient life and intelligence to all things--that primitive universal faculty on which the animistic philosophy of the savage is founded. When our philosophers tell us that this faculty is obsolete in us, that it is effectually killed by ratiocination, or that it only survives for a period in our children, I believe they are wrong, a fact which they could find out for themselves if, leaving their books and theories, they would take a solitary walk on a moonlit night..." Re: Re: Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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ARVA
on Sun 24 May 2009 03:56 PM MDT | Permanent Link
"Religion" is the complete opposite of my point. "Religion," only screws things up. In fact, I believe confused, splintered and contradictory "religious" sects are a primary cause of atheism and agnosticism.
Hudson sees It... the same place I do, out from under the steeple and outside the four walls... Outside, for crying out loud, with a capital "O." mark Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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Wandrin
on Sun 24 May 2009 02:47 PM MDT | Permanent Link
Ah. Beautiful. As sensual as Whitman's Leaves of Grass.
Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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GrannyJ
on Sun 24 May 2009 05:09 PM MDT | Permanent Link
If only our outlander readers understood just how rare water from the sky is in late May, the month of crispy grass in the great Southwest. We had 3/4 of an inch of it, falling as gently as the female winter rains. On the other topic, didn't Dorothy have nearly the same adventure in Oz some years before Star Trek
Re: Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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theBoonie
on Sun 24 May 2009 06:40 PM MDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Granny J, there probably are readers who don't understand the preternatural aridity of a May or June in the Southwest. Thanks for backing me up on this one!
I guess there is a little similarity with Dorothy's experience and Spock's spores. Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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Maureen
on Sun 24 May 2009 06:46 PM MDT | Permanent Link
I'm glad that crabby Boonie can leave his weltschmerz for awhile and perhaps have found glücklich werden (post-bike) :)
Re: Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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theBoonie
on Mon 25 May 2009 06:44 AM MDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Thank goodness for Google Translator! Maybe it will start saying the words out loud someday.
Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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Anonymous
on Fri 29 May 2009 12:42 AM MDT | Permanent Link
Your description of your experience resonates with one I had at age 17 in similar circumstances.
Aren't these called peak experiences by such as William James and poetized by Walt Whitman: "swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and joy and knowledge that passes all the art and argument of the earth------- Interestingly, Abraham Maslow found that one of the characteristics of self actualized people is that they have had a mystical experience. Randy Re: Re: Mr. Spock's Spores
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theBoonie
on Fri 29 May 2009 11:13 AM MDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Randy, I guess you're alluding to James's "Varieties of Religious Experience?" I forgot the term "peak experience," if it was there. Whitman, I'm not up on--I liked the quote you came up with.
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